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Finally... in some moment along my life and artistic career, it woke up me an intense desire: the need and the feeling of expressing my ideas, experiences, conquests and frustrations through the music.
I stopped worrying in composing with commercial objectives, success or fame. My compositions today (October of 2006) is almost 400 music along 25 years of career, little by little they were if transforming in the own soundtrack of everything that I lived, I witnessed, I thought, I felt, and I observed - my fears and uncertainties. Above all an immense wish of discovering something larger than the simple Human existence in the Earth, or in others words, of living for living.
Among a lot of other things... I try through the music to express my Real emotions and feelings... I don't think more about in the best musical chords and melodies that could become the " Hit Parade, the Parade of Success" or how could be, to become famous, rich and powerful with that. ART is not like that...
This detachment ended for taking me to contemplate about the humanity's evolution, the histories of the wars, the behaviors, the addictions, the frivolity, and the form how we ended up committing the same mistakes consecutively, creating a vicious cycle where, I believe, no Ideology will be capable to change, unless the own evolution of the human conscience.
In my vision, it only will be possible if the future generations could be constituted of good examples of our generation. Necessarily notlike the Great masters' examples of the history, but also the closest and basic examples inside of the own family and education constitution. With educators that teach new educators to teach in a conscious way, with the responsibility of waking up the reflection in our youths' mind on the values of the ethics and social conscience. A lot of Universities became simply mediocre capitalists' factories and another of socialists with disguised ideology and liar.
The social projects are not really enough, and same when is managed in way "honest", it cannot be considered the solution of the problem. It is only a painkiller of the pain that doesn't treat the disease.
It is necessary in fact a change of attitudes, of posture of ethical character and not so religious. I don't have Anything against the religions, each an inside of their possibilities tries to accomplish their " missions ". Some join, others unhappily destroy, some are like a Big Show, others greedy ones, but all of them wants to dominate the world.
I say of something bigger. Bigger than the political ideologies or religious . It is need that the humanity, look inside of each one, and find the character and the real desire of changing through the discernment and empathy.
If exist a BEING, a LAW that governs the world in which we denominated "GOD" and he created the Universe, he certainly is not concerned with the faith of this or of that, but with their attitudes, the real intentions, because the creed not have any value if the attitudes don't correspond to the evolution way . While people of good nature seem to be sleeping, living in a world of illusions, and being satisfied with the conformism of surviving, being omitted in a life of superficial dignity , people living of appearances, judging the other people by their goods, for the physical appearance, without at least to look to the side and to see the inequality. A society of the survives who can. Meanwhile the humans that has as purpose the power without limits, selfish and many times dirty, they know very well what they want and they catch advantage of that stupid conformity of those bewitched, for to dictate the rules, to control and to destroy everything that disturb their interests. A lot of people of good nature, with thoughts in fact constructive, unhappily they stood back or they are out of the politics, because they feel repugnance with the operation of this machine.
Today I don't believe more in any political party, anarchist ideologies, socialists, communists, capitalists, and how many... ists , still to exist. I just believe in a single formula for the humanity's development, the end of the wars, of the intolerance and of the prejudice. I believe in a change inside of the human being, the character, the ethics, the conscience, the attitudes, the examples, the courage, the Real feeling of a fairer Planet where all people have the same rights. opportunity to live a life with real dignity
I don't also believe more in division of territories, there are no territory demarcations for oxygen, but in the preservation of the habits, of the culture and of the traditions of each country that should be respected. In a certain way we have already been seeing indications from internet.
The Planet Earth takes serious risks of extinction, so that a single country could starting of the end. Each time become more difficult there to be a control of this pressure cooker in that we lived. After the atomic bomb in 1945, another kinds were created with very more potency, as it is the case of the created bomb of hydrogen of 1952 and now it is spoken in the antimatter bomb program. How to destroy more and better? Won't stop? Destruction. After all the man is always always thinking about the possibility of a new War for their selfish interests.But if each built bomb was reverted in I aid for the more persons in need in the world, maybe the word " Terrorism " little by little could be suffering the beginning of his extinction. If the churches were more tolerant and with no prejudice, respecting the faiths of the others, there would be less " Saint War " . Did you already see the amount of Gold that Vatican shows? do you notice the size of the temples of the some churches and sects ? Who will buy the way for the heaven the costs of the ignorance and ingenuousness?
I don't have the religion. I am follower the creation and construction of a new world. Better. more real, more conscious, less fanciful, fairer, less disguised, less corrupt, more tolerant and with no prejudice. Where everyboby help everybody. " The World of the Human Being "... only one unit on behalf of all without any discrimination. Similar of solving the problems of the Planet as a whole and for all of the people. No "Aryans", No " Subrace ".... nobody, never can be considered superior with ice or hate in the heart, a person cannot never be considered superior with selfishness and arrogance, destroying everything and all. The excessive pride builds and soon later it destroys.
We can do our life in this Planet our Heaven, and if in fact there is a " Paradise ", certainly this way we will be guided to the way for to reach it...
02/11/2006
DN
Nowadays I survive of my art and that became my main challenge . Is necessary to learn and to learn again everyday for to work with the creation without leaving to be affected by the formula of the commercial system and even so still to get to live with dignity.
02/11/2007
DN